Let's wrap this thread up in a slimey bow, so everyone is crystal on the stance of SmartyBeardo.
Sounds to me like you were/are an abused child. You have deep seated anger toward your mother. You blame her for driving your father out of the house, though he may never have even been in the house.
Just a wild guess
Let me get this straight, if
some woman talks shit about you, than she deserves to be beaten to unconsciousness and have her face scraped on the floor? But this has not happened to you yet because you have bitchdar
Obviously, you have gleaned this bullshit from somewhere: music lyrics, daddy beating mommy, mommy beating Hops, the pimp on the street.
But, you are convinced that beating women who talk shit is somehow legit.
Your opinion means shit to me, and I am sure mine has the same effect on you. But, I promise you, if you beat to unconsciousness every woman who ever talks shit to sensitive puppy ass, you will spend the majority of your life in prison getting cornholed and the balance in some shithole.
Honestly Hops, you need to stop talking shit, take them fucking headphones off and get something done. What the fuck do you know about death. The motherfuckers I have aced from hundreds of yards away know about death. The mother who watches her starving and diseased child perish in her arms knows about death.
Shut the fuck up.
When you strangle someone silently, with his posse yards away, and you watch the life slip out of him, you might have a tiny inkling of death.
And you sit there with some grandstanding fucking punks rapping shit into your brain about words messing with you worse than death. Try getting a fucking life.
If you woke up with a sawed off under your chin, it would be too late.
This is all about the perversion of the word respect. Too many motherfuckin punks think they deserve respect for existing. You don't deserve shit. Anything worth shit is earned. You can't disrespect a worthless piece of trash.
Any motherfucker who would beat a woman unconscious for words is no more than the dogshit in the grass I accidently step on and consciously scrape off the bottom of my steel toed boot.
People talk shit, you go away. People get physical, you disarm them. People fuck with your family, they go away. Gender don't play into it.
A woman gets physical, you do what you got to do. I've been attacked by women with knives, bricks, stones, sticks and guns. I have never had to beat a woman unconscious. One shot did fine.